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Second favorite song.

Hypnotized in a swirl of audible color, I’m instantly at ease from the start of this song.

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I’m 6.

I don’t know how many hours have passed. All I know is I really have to pee, but I will go on holding it.

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Body language.

My YouTube algorithm will attest—I love a juicy psychology hack.

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Damn you, Pixar.

I’m not here to spoil anything, but five minutes in, there were tears.

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Slow for flowers.

But then, this question came through the side door of my thoughts: “Aren’t you sick of wondering?”

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The brain is an iceberg.

Like nails on a chalkboard, her advice screeched into my psyche. That’s exactly what I didn’t want to hear and exactly what I needed to.

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Repeating dream theme.

One of these dreams isn’t notable, but now that I’m having multiple of them, I’m wondering what they could mean.

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Subtract.

We try to cram so much into a life that is devastatingly too brief.

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Safe doubt.

In acquiring a taste for contemplating paradoxes like these, I have gradually become repelled by tidy faith.

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Rich ordinary.

I remembered how committed I once was to finding beauty in the mundane of my everyday life and how that skill has gone rusty.

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Nuggets.

I take snippets of what hits all over again; what I want to keep.

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Weary winter.

I have things to get done and winter’s 4 pm sunsets aren’t helping.

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The Sunday Times.

The experience of laying the paper out and peeling it over for whatever reason enthralled me.

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