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3 years in 3 lines.

A prompt from my writing pal challenged me to condense the last three years of life into three short lines via a haiku format.

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Cold feet. Warm hands.

I brace myself for pinches and pokes from thorns or thistles. But the risk of pain makes me feel all the more alive.

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Chugging along.

Small things I’ve been keeping in an open drawer in my mind.

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Second favorite song.

Hypnotized in a swirl of audible color, I’m instantly at ease from the start of this song.

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I’m 6.

I don’t know how many hours have passed. All I know is I really have to pee, but I will go on holding it.

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Body language.

My YouTube algorithm will attest—I love a juicy psychology hack.

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Damn you, Pixar.

I’m not here to spoil anything, but five minutes in, there were tears.

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Slow for flowers.

But then, this question came through the side door of my thoughts: “Aren’t you sick of wondering?”

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The brain is an iceberg.

Like nails on a chalkboard, her advice screeched into my psyche. That’s exactly what I didn’t want to hear and exactly what I needed to.

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Repeating dream theme.

One of these dreams isn’t notable, but now that I’m having multiple of them, I’m wondering what they could mean.

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Subtract.

We try to cram so much into a life that is devastatingly too brief.

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